God, I feel terrible. I feel like I'm dying. I'm weak, dizzy and tired all the time. I know why even though I wouldn't post it on the interent for my life.
If only I could go back in time to a few days ago and change what I did jsut a little bit and I would feel SO much better! Why can't I listen to my gut instead of ignoring it? Every time I have a gut feeling about something, I ignore it and end up feeling terrible. Stupid peer-piere peare, pear. however you pell it-presher... sorry, I can't think of how to spell anything right now. Grrr!
You know what's sad? I was the peer-whatever- of the group and yet somehow, I ended up the one being pushed into doing something I didn't really-okay, maybe a little-want to do. Ahhh, what you'll do for love. I don't know, maybe its not love, but it feels like it.
Its not like they bullied me into it really, it was just their idea and I helped pull it off.
This whole problem can be tracked back to the age of 7, so really, I should stop complaining about what I did a few days ago and just try to get plenty of rest and water and then I can just forget about the whole thing.
Except I won't. The next time I see the person who got me to do this particular thing, they will probably want to do it again because they aren't dealing with the consaquences.
Bleh, until next time,
Moira